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Friday, January 24, 2003

Factor X is difficult to comprehend. I am not good at Factor X. I used to feel I understand it and that it is necessary for my life. But Factor X has somehow always been elusive in its complete form in my life. Everyone seems to believe that they will get Factor X. I was one of them. But now, I am kinda sick and tired. I am not swearing off it completely, but I do believe that it needs to be put in its place.

So I say to hell with Factor X. I can live without it. If it wants to manifest itself in my life in its entirety, it will have to do it by itself this time. I am not taking any steps for it.